I no longer know what to do, I’m filled with sadness and the pain grows bigger everyday. I never feel happy, I lack all of the emotions I’m supposed to have and when ever I’m around people I fake it, so I use all my energy on faking being happy that when I’m home I have no energy to do simple things like doing the dishes or clean the place up.
I’m so tired of having no energy, or always feeling drugged up. I wish I never started those shitty bipolar meds that were supposed to make things better, but ended up making it all 10.000 times worse.
I don’t think I will be posting things that often anymore.
If you want to talk to me that’s fine, you can add me on facebook, but I’m probalby gonna end up being a big dissapointment